Sunday, October 18, 2009

Manfraco Dreamland



The sleeping beauty welcomes you to Dreamland

Manfraco Laws says:

Welcome to the land of dreams and fantasy!
Let me welcome you to dreamland my friends!
You are all welcome here, and you can stay here as long as you like, because dreamland is free for everybody that in dreams and fantasy likes to dwell.
You can dream whatever dreams you like in dreamland: sweet dreams, love dreams, good dreams, strange dreams, wild dreams and even nightmares. And perhaps after dreaming them, if you feel like it, you could even tell us your dreams.
And if you happen to tell us one of your dreams, or if you listen to a dream being told, please remember, that in dreamland nobody can tell whether the dream that we may be telling is the truth as well. Since in dreamland lies may seem truths and truths may seem lies as well; because even I, and I am the dreamer of dreamland, but even I don’t know what’s the truth a well.
Of course I have dreamed the dream that’s true. But it is only a dream and it can not be the truth just because it is a dream; but at the same time it can not be a lie as well, just because what I am telling you, it has really taken place at least inside my mind as well.

So, here I am in my invented dreamland my friend!
Because this it where sometimes I like to dwell nowadays, whether I like to be in it or not makes no difference, because my life style seems to have forced me to be in dreamland for my own reasons.
It had to happen to me, because somehow during my life I got tired and bored from the painful events of my life, and in order to escape my psychological pains and boredom I had to find a way, so, for me my Dreamland is a way capable of breaking that boredom and gloom. Therefore, nowadays in the land of dreams and fantasy I happen to dwell when I sit at the keyboard, which as I said is a situation forced upon me from my painful life events, that were and even now are mostly beyond my control.
I don't like to be in this sort of situation, because by nature I am a doer and not a dreamer, so, I would like very much to do some physical work, since that would keep my body fit and my mind occupied, and it would also give me some pleasure when I finish a task, because then, I would feel that I have achieved something worth doing.
Instead I am ruining my health by doing nothing, and perhaps I may be wasting away in the land of dreams and fantasy. But in my forced and hopeless situation I can not do what I want, and therefore, I am forced to dwell in the land of dreams and fantasy, just to keep my mind occupied in the hope that I may keep it healthy. So you'll have to forgive me if sometimes I will sound a bit strange, because in the land of dreams and fantasy everything can feel strange or be strange.
I suppose by now you know, or perhaps you have guessed already that in the land of dreams and fantasy there are no restrictions whatsoever, so, anyone can dream anything, say anything, think of anything and do anything at all; because in the land of dreams there are no man made rules, and one is set completely free of all human acquired restrictions.
Because of this great freedom one can let oneself go wild, and dream or think of anything that one likes; and in doing so a person does not harm anyone or break any man made rules, since it all happens in one's mind.
Therefore, in the land of dreams and fantasy just about everybody may willingly like to dwell, just because one can dream of anything that one wants; but one can not have in real life; and in doing so one may be able to avoid being depressed, since one avoids that despair that otherwise may send one crazy. Therefore, for someone to dream in the land of dreams and fantasy may be said that it is an escape from reality; but at the same time there is no harm done in dreaming, because it becomes an essential escape that serves well all humanity, because somehow this escape is able to help in keeping a balanced mental health, even when these dreams may become plain daydreams.
During the time that I was writing Dreamland, I had many deep soul-searching feelings going through my mind, and under below I have written one of those feelings that I had during that time, so let us hope that you the reader don't find it out of place. But anyhow this is Dreamland and anything can happen in dreamland.

And I feel that life is love, and love is life itself,
And one can not exist without the other.
Therefore if life can not exist without love,
Then I better love, or I may as well be dead.

My dear reader whoever you may be, I want to tell you this since this has happened to me, during the younger part of my life I have heard many times that people fall in love so deeply, and this deep feeling of love may even change the way they behave; but I did not believe it until one day it happened to me, so, let me tell you about me and how I did fall in love for a woman and how the love for this woman changed me; and the realty is that the love for this woman has really changed me completely. Of course I guess that this must have been my destiny, because now I have reason to believe that through this emotional woman's love (and that's all what it was just love emotions and nothing else) God did set me up in such a way that I had to go back to him and serve him. Now if you want to know more about this passion of love without any love happenings you better read all my writings, that is whenever I will be able to write them down, and there I will describe to you how God Almighty has driven me back to him through this woman love in his own mysterious ways.
I have also reason to believe that God is love, and God can be described in a parallel way with my love feelings for this woman, since they may be somehow one and the same thing in nature. So, the description of God will go like this:

And I feel that God is life, and life is God Himself.
And therefore, one can not exist without the other.
So, if we believe in life, we have to believe in God.
And if we don't believe in God, we may as well be dead.
What I have written above is the prologue of the writings below; I have written them to show you what you could find written in this book. In this book I am going to talk about love feelings which usually go through any lovers' mind, and they are not just my own love feelings, as they are just everybody else feeling also, anyhow here I have to go back to my own emotional love feelings for this woman, because they have changed me psychologically, not only they have changed me psychologically and now I believe that people can fall in love; but the love for this woman became at one point like religious beliefs, and I did feel within myself this incredible experience, which could seem to most of us impossible to understand, because I felt that deep within my soul that the love for this woman and the love for God runs in a parallel way, and therefore the love for this woman could and would become religious for me and it would represent the love for God.
So, God has made me dream the impossible love dream, and now I have to try and reach the unreachable stars.
Dreamland is one of the most important parts of my writings, because in a way it contains the real reason why I had to start writing, and therefore, the reason why I ended up by writing this book. Now because of the nature of my writings which in a way are very personal, I have been forced to write Dreamland in an unrealistic way, since this was the only way for me to write my writings without feeling threatened by my own writings, because in dreamland one does not have to explain what really happened, because in Dreamland one does not have to explain what's the truth and what is only fantasy.
There are three main topics in Dreamland.
Topic number one, Dreamland index:
Some explanations about why I had to invent Dreamland;
Some of the reasons why I am forced to live in Dreamland at this time of my life;
The most important dreams of my life and their effect on my life;
My own personal explanation about the dreams that we dream at night;
And what's the reason and why, we all daydream during our lives.

Topic number two, the daydreams:
This is the most important part of my dreamland writings, because it deals with the real psychological reason why I started to write, and then I could not stop writing until I made my writing book
It all started from the daydreams for the love of a woman, which was psychologically and physically caused by the lack of love from another woman, with all its torment and pains from both women; the feeling of being unable to stop loving the second woman even after being rejected by her, or perhaps it would be better if I say that I was never accepted.
The shock when I became aware that I did not know my own self fully, because I was thrown about in confusion from this mighty force of love within me, which overwhelmed me completely;
What did these feelings of love do to me, while they had overwhelmed me completely?
Now, while I was writing about these crazy love feelings I felt (at that time) that perhaps; if I wrote everything down as I felt them, then I could and would be able to regain control over myself. So, I wrote about my crazy love feelings for this special woman, as they lasted at a very high level for about seven years, during that time I was forced to write from the inner force of love most of my love feelings; nowadays my love feelings about this major emotional episode of my life are past, although I feel that I am still in love with this woman my love for her is just at a normal level, but I feel within me that I want to save somehow my love writings, not only to remember her and my feelings of love, but because there is a twist in them as well, as I will explain:
The love for this special woman in a strange way made me go back to God and pray, I had to pray so deeply with all my heart, my soul and my mind, that slowly stage by stage those love feelings for that woman became the love for God since God was the only entity that could help, and therefore, the love for this woman became religious beliefs.

Topic number three in Dreamland, is about religious beliefs;
This is a topic about my own religious beliefs. I believe that one day all religions ought to merge into a single super religion. So what I am writing in these writings here is going to be different from the present normal religious beliefs; because what I am writing here is only an idea, or perhaps you could call it a theory of mine, which in my mind has started to arise from the belief that; if religions were more like the way that I am going to describe them in here, which ideally would be one single super religion, which would be able to embrace all existing religions. Now if that can be achieved, then there would be less friction in the religious world, and therefore the world could be a better place.
I believe that my theory about a super God (or super unique religion) may one day be proven to be right, and perhaps it may even be the real thing.
I believe that there is nothing to suggest that my idea about a super religion is wrong, or the way that I perceive God as a Super-God is wrong: And at the same time, there is nothing that I can use to prove whether my idea about a super religion is right, only time will tell. As we all know, religion is a subject that no one can prove whether is right or wrong, since religion is only a belief, and a belief can only belong to the person that believes it. So, religion is very much like a dream, and because it seem a dream I am going to write the beginning of my religious theory in my Dreamland Writings, since what happens in dreamland has tuned me into a believer. But the real subject about religion will be written in my book called, Prayers of Reconciliations, or perhaps Reconciliation of the Universe.
One may observe and say that everything that I have written in here is just my fantasy: But I can assure you that although it is my fantasy or my friends fantasy, the dept of the feelings of love which are written in this book are real, since I and my friends have felt them with such intensity within our hearts, that they have left a scar into our hearts and they have even changed our behaviour so much that they have forced me to write this book.
The force that has pushed me to write is the force of my unwanted love for this special woman, and therefore there will be a large part of my writings that will make sense only to people which have fallen very deeply in love to a special woman or man.

Love is a dream that makes one believe that in love one would be happy, and love dreams may turn out right for the lover, but sometimes they also turn into nightmares, but whatever a dream turns into it remains a dream, and even life itself sometimes seems a dream. So, that's the reason why, I would like to call my writings Dreamland.

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